Hello, Thoughts

I stopped when I asked myself the question: “How long do you intend to keep going on like this?” I didn’t know the answer so I had to stop. I looked back and I have been a mess. I’ve been going on aimlessly, figuring out bits and pieces of myself at the cost deteriorating relationships and neglecting various aspects of my life. I asked myself, “Is all that I’ve lost worth the little knowledge that I learned about who I am and where I wanted to be?” I didn’t know the answer. I couldn’t answer.

I had to pause and think about all of this. I had to accept the things I didn’t want to accommodate.

Now I find that I have to fix everything. It’s all too daunting right now, I feel like I never have enough time.